Anonymous asked: I'm definitely not saying that you shouldn't be with the Marine, because if he makes you happy most of the time, then you should keep him around. But would it hurt you if he went on a date with another girl? If he kissed her? If he had sex with her? If it would, you should ask him to be exclusive. Life is too short to be casual when you don't really want to be. That's just my advice. I wish the best of luck to both of you. ♥
I agree! We actually are exclusive, we both agreed to not see anyone else. I’m just paranoid because I’ve had guys say we’re exclusive in the past but they haven’t acted that way when I’m not around. We just aren’t official :)
because imogen asked so nicely
I may or may not be obsessed with this guy
idk i felt like posting booty
Ugh….It makes me sad people are viewing Chris so negatively. He is a REALLY great guy, he had one bad night where he got drunk and was a little rude to me. That doesn’t mean everything good that he’s done should be discounted or that I should believe his intentions are bad.
Like I said to an anon, I only come on here and post negative things about him because when he’s being sweet to me I don’t feel like I need to get on tumblr and brag about it lol. But if something feels like it’s going badly, I like to vent on here so my friends don’t have to get annoyed with me PMSing and overreacting about stupid shit :D
Okay, done defending him. But he really is a sweetheart :)
Anonymous asked: You are being used. I don't look forward to seeing your heart get broken by this marine. Don't give him all of it.
I’m sorry you think that, and it’s my fault because I don’t post all the good, nice, sweet things he does for me and says to me on here…I normally just come on here to vent when I’m annoyed at him. He is a sweetheart. Of course, there is always a chance that yes he could be using me but I’m not going to believe that until I have a legitimate reason to.
I’m not going to be 100% invested in this until we are official. Because until then, there’s just no commitment or guarantee…
Anonymous asked: Sounds emotionally exhausting. If its not serious enough that you're exclusive then it's certainly not worth the stress. End it now before he does. Itll suck but its better than waiting for him to end it or just sitting around dealing with pointless bullshit.
I mean he has told me that he isn’t seeing other girls and I’ve told him I’m not seeing other guys….but we aren’t “official”. Like we don’t refer to one another as boyfriend and girlfriend (although to be honest, I do because it’s easier than saying “this marine who lives in another country that I’m dating online….” lol) and we won’t make it official like that until we see each other while he is on leave in July. Don’t want to rush into titles and then hang out in person and…things just aren’t the same as they were online. I’ve heard of that happening and it just scares me.
I do appreciate the advice :) I overreacted to what happened this morning I guess and everything is fine now. If it happens again, then I’ll take it more seriously but this is the first time he’s been anything but nice to me.
Apparently he was much drunker than I thought he was. When he got my text about hanging up on me, he thought I was mad about how earlier in the night he ended the conversation because his friends wanted him to come hang out with them…he didn’t even know we had skyped again later on that night after he got back from drinking with his friends.
So I guess he blacked out. He also managed to get a huge gash on his back so he clearly wasn’t sober. He kept apologizing all day long and he felt genuinely bad about it so I’m going to just forgive and forget…
But yeah, just me freaking out over nothing. Thanks PMS and thanks drunk Christopher lol.
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We just skyped for 2 hours. And while we were skyping his friend came in his room and told him that HE GETS TO COME HOME AFTERALL!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!
43 MORE DAYS :D
Alright pretty sure I’m just PMSing and that’s why I’m being psychotic about the Marine and thinking he hates me/likes other girls and reading way too much into him liking other girls’ stuff on facebook.
I need to chill. And also, fuck PMS.
Okay and if you like tons of other girls profile pictures but you never like mine, why should I actually believe that you find me attractive?